Good Day, Bad Day
Today was a good day. Well, at least for the most part. Until the United Bendom mistook my mischievous little facial expression as being serious and got irritated. My apologies. But there's something I must say: a) you need to get to know me better, as I am doing the same. We have a need to actively avoid miscommunications. b) of course the way I regard how you act is going to be much different from the way others act, unless you wish I could treat/see you the same way I would treat/see other people. This only makes sense. Well, at least I didn't let it slip by me, and bugged you about it before I left. I would hate the thought of you being left with that sense of irritation throughout the already irritating night shift with the pink lady.
Oh, I was talking about my happy day. So it was really bright out. Warm - in fact a little too warm - to the point that it got a bit toasty. Made it to both my classes this morning, and remembered how I enjoy studying philosophy. [Yes, these are accomplishments. Oh, flower bridges.] Then got to go to the happiest place on earth to find most of my best buddies all hanging out there. Time came for the late afternoon class, one I am not so hot about, and guess what - c.l.a.s.s. c.a.n.c.e.l.l.e.d.. SUPER~ SWEEEEEEET~~ So I went back to the cafe and hung out with my buddies some more. I was starting to get tired due to my lack of sleep, so when people were busy working on their stuff, I couldn't keep my mind on the books. Not much of productivity, but all in all there was a lot of laughs, a lot of fun, so it was, to the least, socially productive.
Jimmy Jam took me home after his shift, on our way he told me how he misses partying at my pad. OK, I know it was great. I'll try to jam another party in some time. This time it will be a pizza/junk food party. Yeah.
As I walk up the stairs I looked up at the sky to find how clear and pretty it was. The moon, though not in full [which I like better anyway], looked as if it was a drop of pearl. Despite the presence of Mr. Luna, all the stars proudly shined through the dark blue sky, coating it with splendid glitter. Aww...
Then I saw the music video Bad Day by Daniel Powter, and all of the sudden my eyes were teary. It's not a sad/sad love song, but a mellow catchy kinda tune. When I first heard it on the radio in Kelley's car, Kelley told me to pay attention to the lyrics but I didn't think much about it. Somehow it touched me tonight. And I felt the need for a shoulder to lean on. I've been giving myself a load of stress without realizing it. I felt "fine" until my therapist told me otherwise. I think that might be it.
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
There was something else I felt deep inside. I felt the desire for love. I think I'm ready to fall in love again.
Murmur: I've got drafts that I've been working on. Will pubish as soon as I have the time and energy to get to them. Think I'm gonna get my tat done in the near future. I'm psyched.
Oh, I was talking about my happy day. So it was really bright out. Warm - in fact a little too warm - to the point that it got a bit toasty. Made it to both my classes this morning, and remembered how I enjoy studying philosophy. [Yes, these are accomplishments. Oh, flower bridges.] Then got to go to the happiest place on earth to find most of my best buddies all hanging out there. Time came for the late afternoon class, one I am not so hot about, and guess what - c.l.a.s.s. c.a.n.c.e.l.l.e.d.. SUPER~ SWEEEEEEET~~ So I went back to the cafe and hung out with my buddies some more. I was starting to get tired due to my lack of sleep, so when people were busy working on their stuff, I couldn't keep my mind on the books. Not much of productivity, but all in all there was a lot of laughs, a lot of fun, so it was, to the least, socially productive.
Jimmy Jam took me home after his shift, on our way he told me how he misses partying at my pad. OK, I know it was great. I'll try to jam another party in some time. This time it will be a pizza/junk food party. Yeah.
As I walk up the stairs I looked up at the sky to find how clear and pretty it was. The moon, though not in full [which I like better anyway], looked as if it was a drop of pearl. Despite the presence of Mr. Luna, all the stars proudly shined through the dark blue sky, coating it with splendid glitter. Aww...
Then I saw the music video Bad Day by Daniel Powter, and all of the sudden my eyes were teary. It's not a sad/sad love song, but a mellow catchy kinda tune. When I first heard it on the radio in Kelley's car, Kelley told me to pay attention to the lyrics but I didn't think much about it. Somehow it touched me tonight. And I felt the need for a shoulder to lean on. I've been giving myself a load of stress without realizing it. I felt "fine" until my therapist told me otherwise. I think that might be it.
Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
Stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
There was something else I felt deep inside. I felt the desire for love. I think I'm ready to fall in love again.
Murmur: I've got drafts that I've been working on. Will pubish as soon as I have the time and energy to get to them. Think I'm gonna get my tat done in the near future. I'm psyched.
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